Dogs head
I got magic pills
to kill my own urge
take it three times a day.
I locked my door not to leave .
I locked my windows
not to fly away.
Tied up my wings
with rusty wire.
I found it in a basement
by a chance,
looking for memories
begging for bless.
Lie in a bed talking to ghosts
they re very kind brought me some bread.
In my cell
feel so safe,
got many traps
to protect myself
from flies and spiders and everything is bad.
Here in my kingdom
imperial guard
waiting for orders
wild loyal, and mad.
Bow knees to my goodness
eating remains
from the masters table
bitter but blessed.
All creatures have equal rights
same cages, place in a row,
opportunity
to die for the king
Silent night here in my shelter
three days after my dethronement.
In my cell
feel so safe,
got many traps
to protect myself
from flies and spiders and everything is bad
All my generals decapitated.
their bodies eatten by vultures. I
Alone in the dark, sleeping in shakedown
got just one thought lingering in my head.
All revolutions need sacrifice.
All revolutions need sacrifice.
All revolutions need sacrifice.
All revolutions devour its own children.
Silent night here in my shelter
three days after my dethronement.
In my cell
feel so safe,
got many traps
to protect myself
from flies and spiders and everything is bad
Dogs head
Mam magiczne pigułki
by zabić wszystkie swoje pragnienia
Biorę je trzy razy dziennie
Zamknąłem drzwi by nie odchodzić
Zamknąłem okna
by nie odlecieć
Spętałem skrzydła
W zardzewiały drut
Znalazłem go w piwnicy
Przez przypadek
Szukając wspomnień
Błagając o błogosławieństwo
Leżąc w łóżku rozmawiam ze zjawami
Sa bardzo uprzejme przyniosły mi chleba
W mojej celi
Czuje sie bezpiecznie
Mam wiele puapek
by chronic samego siebie
Przed muchami, pająkami I wszytskim co złe
Tu w mym królestwie
Imperialna straż
Czeka na rozkazy
Dzika, lojalna i obłąkana
ugina kolana przed moją dobrocią
Zjadając szczątki
Z pańskiego stołu
Gorzkie acz błogosławione
Wszystkie stworzenia mają równe prawa
Te sama klatki, miejsce w szeregu
Szansę
na śmierć za króla
Cicha noc w moim schronieniu
Trzy dni po mej detronizacji
w mojej celi……
feel so safe,
got many traps
to protect myself
from flies and spiders and everything is bad
Wszyscy moi generałowie ścięci
Ich ciała pożarte przez sępy
Sam w ciemności, leżąc w barłogu
Mam tylko jedną myśl kołatającą w głowie
Każda rewolucja potrzebuje ofiar
All revolutions need sacrifice.
All revolutions need sacrifice.
Każda rewolucja pożera swoje dzieci
Cicha noc w moim schronieniu……
three days after my dethronement.
In my cell
feel so safe,
got many traps
to protect myself
from flies and spiders and everything is bad
Hangman
he's measuring off two meters of the rope
looking coldly into my glazed eyes
he ties a rope into a knot
sentence is passed straight to my bloodstream
yesterday is rumbling in my head
my clothes still smell of burned bridges
can still hear song of my dear bird
I can still feel last touch of your breath
fair trial is just waste of the time
no one would listen to my defense
rabbits foot didn’t bring me luck
there is no evidence of my guilt
I washed carefully all stains on my hands
You closed your eyes like a child
dying flower into my arms
I’m getting deeper in the endless water
trying to get out of a bag
like pair of blind little kitties
dropped into the river in "merciful" act
fair trial is just waste of the time
no one would listen to my defense
rabbits foot didn’t bring me luck
False Prophet
Washed in almighty’s saliva
I’ll become dirt under his fingernail
Pure and sinless
Struggled out from poverty
I’ll get my chance of a lifetime
Brand new saver- faster, better
Absolution easy to get
Absolution easy to get
Just rise Your hands to the sky
I’ll give everything
Just buy a t-shirt with my face
Just say that You really believe in my lies
Hump
sold my vanity to old man with hump, he paid me with fistful of gems
I won it very long time ago, on a travelling funfairs shooting range
wrapped in greasy paper
With red ribbon on a top
it was in my wardrobe
Until today
laying with the patient
between my winter clothes
getting the smell of old age and mothball
On a cross of modesty pure and crucified
I’m looking down on the world made of steel and glass
Modern towers of Babel
You wish to touch the sky
To fulfill Your desires
You want to be new God
As Your guardian angel I will help to fall
To make you start again
Your pathetic life
I’m looking for…
I’m looking for peaceful patch of heaven
not to feel all of my scars
I'm taking off last shreds of the anger
to feel great power of all the worlds
and I'm scared of nothing
Cause I know nothing now
I meekly sitting at Your table
I taste your bread and salt with relish
in your eyes I’m still a little kid
Your love -my worst enemy
and I'm scared of nothing
Cause I know nothing now
I’m looking for peaceful patch of heaven
not to feel all of my scars
I'm taking off last shreds of the anger
to feel great power of all the worlds
I meekly sitting at Your table
I taste your bread and salt with relish
in your eyes I’m still a little kid
Your love -my worst enemy
and I'm scared of nothing
Cause I know nothing now
Prayer
I rise my weak limbs,
into the clouds,
please wash my body,
please take me back
into my madness
into my fear
I lived to long
release me my lord
Into your pure hands
I place my fate
forgotten puppet
in child's box with toys
into my madness
into my fear
I lived to long
release me my lord
look at me father,
look at my scabs,
my speechless prayer
wasn't to loud
into my madness
into my fear
i lived to long
release me my lord
She
released like cigarette smoke
transparent like my last night dream
she’s painting nicotine
stains on my fingers
trying to drown me in glass of wine
her cold lips drives me crazy
she sad
that we’ll be always together
smiling faintly she pass me love letters
Barefooted Im dancing Im spinning around
quietly not to scare my birds away
so silent that invisible
only my thoughts like halo around my head,
on first date she gave me a box of fears
and bunch of forget-me-nots
on second suicidal thoughts
on third she was so generous
she brought me a manic depression
tonight we have special occasion
she brought me engagement gift
asked me to close my eyes
smiling faintly she pass me love letters
Barefooted Im dancing Im spinning around
quietly not to scare my birds away
so silent that invisible
only my thoughts like halo around my head,
Needle
Im threading long and bendy needle
With strong black cotton string
I moisten it lightly with chapped lips
To pass through the eye of dark
with tightest stitch as I can make
I sew up ,all my open wounds
inflicted by the razor sharp tongues
of those I met in whole my life
My body covered with hundred of scars
Embossed sacred diagram of pain
Vassal obedient to his mistress
Submissive lashed every day
I excorsised demons out of my head,
and im not affraid, im not affraid
I cannot believe the light is so bright
I’m losing my sight, everything is blurred
The cocoon around my heart
Still waiting for good day to hatch
Its any moment now, its any time now
Turned off my bedroom lights,
theres nothing under my bed,
theres nothing in my closet
Im dispersing in calmness
And Im not affraid, no Im not afraid
Igła
Na długą zakrzywioną igłę
nawlekam mocną czarną nitkę
zwilżam ją lekko w spierzchłych wargach
by łatwiej trafić w ciemne ucho
Najgęstrzym ściegiem jakim umiem
zaszywam wszystkie otwarte rany
zadane mi ostrym językiem
przez wszystkich napotkanych ludzi
blizn sto pokrywa moje ciało
siatka kartograficzna bólu
Wasal posłuszny swojej pani
co dzień przykładnie batożony
wypędziłem demony ze swojej głowy
I juz nie boję się, nie boję się
Nie moge uwierzyć ,że światło takie jasne
Tracę wzrok, wszystko jest niewyraźne
Moje serce w kokon spowite
czeka na dobrą porę by wykluć się.
to już niedługo, w każdej chwili.
zgasiłem światła mojej sypialni
nic nie czai się pod łóżkiem
nic nie kryje się w mojej szafie
rozpływam się w spokoju
I juz nie boję się, nie boję się
